Today, much like yesterday though I woke with a much bleaker feeling.
Still, I did the phone thing again. Called DA on the road; he was thinking we might pay for S’s cremation. I called the mortuary in Laurens about that. Then called B and told him about my conversation with DA and let him know of our offer. B’s voice was strong and it turned out that Reverend Roper was there with him.
B just posted:
Sam Roper came and prayed with us today. Steve Steve Tingle is on continuous care from the Hospice staff and is sleeping peacefully but running a fever that won’t break. He is a fighter, but they say he is probably not long for this world, and we all pray he has a peaceful transition to the next.
Saw therapist. I think it was useful to talk through and about the week. No deeper emotional insight. Possibly because I am at some level completely exhausted. Will call local hospice care about grief counseling and me and Dan too, who keeps crying and crying.
Did 20 on recumbent; 30 on elliptical, and .5 mile swim.