Just plain beat.

Started yesterday and continued into today.
Also sudden stress near explosions.  Can’t find something, can’t understand something–feel extreme frustration.
Saw psychiatrist yesterday and he prescribed two milligrams diazepam to be taken as needed.
Slept like a log… though that’s not quite right….more like slept in a fog…and woke in a fog and stayed in a fog and right now my right wrist is hurting for no good goddamn reason.
This is the fifth day of my being down 1/8 of original .5 milligram dose.
At the club just started chattering away to beat the band with a couple of people.  There is always a manic element in withdrawal.  You just start beating your gums while your head is completely empty.

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