This will be quick.
Woke still in a slightly better mood than Wednesday…that was the pits.
Earlier in the day I felt more alert, as the day has worn on I have felt deeper and deeper anxiety.
Relatives now are posting pictures of Steve, digging up new and old ones. Among us we are sensing the inevitable.
I posted this classic:
This was from the seventies. Part of the terror of this is acknowledging the passage of time, something you must do when you are remembering…way back then.
Will probably smoke three cigarettes today.
Did 20 on recumbent; 30 on elliptical; .5 mile swim.
I am very, very, very tired.